yesterday was annual hike recee.walk till leg pain.like seriously,i never thought that it would be tiring.then me and rachel went to eat subway for lunch and we ate for like 1 hour.then we went into taka kinokuniya :D actually the hike was quite fun, only the eating part not the walking part.but it was interesting walking around places in orchard that we have never seen before.the houses there were freaking huge,& we walked pass dr boon's district too.

i freaking dislike my parents now.they are scolding me for promises that the break.it is so wth.they break their promise,i get angry they scold me.wth.its their fault and i get scolded.whats with that?is it my fault that you break your promises?i will never ever trust them anymore.always breaking their promises.they only fulfil like 1/5 promises.whats the point of even making promises when you break them in the end.so promises are meant to be broken?fine,i shall break all my promises that i make to your.do your even care to understand how i felt?you say that i never understand how your felt,have you even understand how i felt?
it gets so frustrating when you make a promise and give me hope than break it at the next moment.its like bringing someone up 20storey high and than push him down.you said that you will definitely bring me overseas last year,in the end,where did we go?fine,you said that you were busy.you said again that you would definitely bring me overseas this year and again you said you were not free.fine,anyway i am going to china.you said that i should be grateful that i had been overseas before.its not about being grateful or not,its about you always breaking your promises.when was the last time i asked something from you?when was the last time you bought clothes for me?whenever i asked for something you would say that i am demanding.it is always the same old thing.
you say that i should not compare with my friends,but you are always comparing me with other people.so being a parent gives you the privilege to compare me with other people and expect me to be as clever/good as them?when i could not compare with anyone.always screaming at me.fine,you should just kill me.
you are always threatening to confiscate my laptop,not letting me go china,not sending me to school everyday.wth.its always the same old thing.saying that i am ungrateful & blaming my friends for the kind of attitude i give you.why cant you just stop blaming others and blame yourself for once?and stoping blaming the kind of friends that i mix with cos you dont even know who they are.
you say that i only talk to you when i needed stuffs.but have you ever asked me what exams i had?when i had cca?NO! you dont even know when is my exams and how i fare for it.you only care about your courses.the most amazing thing is that you scolded me f word.fine.i am done with you.
yesterday was the most unhappy day i had in my whole life.i freaking dislike them now.i am done here.i got a screwed up life.